July 10th

Well, I finally did it. I had sex. To say it was a huge disappointment would be a big understatement. While the sex was decent, it didn't last very long and it happened in an SUV. In a parking lot. The most hurtful part of it though was that a few days afterward, the guy ghosted me. Later that week, I found out he had sex with my friend a few years ago. 

The part that makes me angry is that I made sure to establish BEFORE sex that this person was looking for a relationship and not just sex. I guess the joke is on me. 🙄 I feel so foolish and naive. 😢