Not a miracle but rather a nightmare 😕

For as much hope and promise I thought that relationship had, it's over. He dumped me almost 3 days ago for reasons he cobbled together to obviously get rid of me. Not only did he refuse to discuss the issue at hand, he abruptly shut me down and out when I showed distress regarding his decision. Everyone always says that everything happens for a reason. My issue is that reason always seems to cause me pain. Why must my only choice be feeling pain or being alone?

The miracle has happened!

Well, I am thrilled to finally report that all of the waiting and heartache has been worth it. I finally found someone who is genuinely interested in me and not using me for sex or whatever else he can get! We have been dating for about a month and his name is Jason. He fits most of the criteria I have been looking for and he is so sweet and attentive to me. Perhaps the most shocking part of all is that there have not been any 'I love yous' exchanged because I want to do things differently this time. I don't want to rush or create false intimacy; I want this one to last! I will update soon! 🥰😍❤️