Time

Time is a funny thing....it can be either a blessing or a curse. For example, the past 20 days or so has seemed to me to go incredibly slow. Painfully slow. But I think that might be due to the withdrawal symptoms that I am experiencing from ending my latest "relationship" cold turkey. Sometimes I wish that I could speed up this process but whenever I find myself wishing that, I try like hell to stop myself. Because "this process" is what will help me heal. Actually having to go through the pain and face it for the first time in my life, face it ALONE, without the promise of a current or future relationship.....that's the very thing that will build the foundation of my new life. God, please give me strength.