God give me strength....stay in the present...God give me strength....stay in the present....
This has been what I keep repeating to myself as needed today. I have had a tough week so far and it's only Tuesday. The fact that I developed a mantra in order to cope indicates how bad it is. Without getting in too much detail, I am feeling extremely discouraged and overwhelmed with all of my responsibilities including work (always), school, and taking care of all other obligations. To make matters worse, I can always count on my son's father to have his hand outstretched for all the money "that he is owed". I have enough on my plate without having to deal with the consequences of my shitty relationship choices all at the same time. However, I suppose that's how consequences work; we don't get to choose when we face them, we must be prepared to face them at any time if we make bad decisions. With that being said, I am glad that I learned from my bad relationship decisions in the past. I just wish I didn't feel so overwhelmed and discouraged with everything right now....
God give me strength.....stay in the present....God give me strength.....stay in the present.....
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