Today I am grateful for the fact that I am single during this time of recovery in my program. I called into a meeting tonight for the first time in a few months and of course I got something out of it. One of the topics focused on was how fulfilling and less distracting one's recovery is if not involved in a current relationship. I find it very interesting how at the beginning of my journey I wondered just how on earth I was going to survive being all alone and having no one who I could fantasize about "saving me". For months, I was in pain and struggling to see how this program would ever help me. As I continue my recovery, I have become increasingly aware of how often I do not focus on the present. Lately that has been one of my major goals. It has been working because for the most part, I have been experiencing a more content and peaceful mind. I am grateful that I have the opportunity to put all of this time into healing myself. Perhaps someday someone will come along with whom I will connect with but for now, I love my life and myself as is.
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