A few months ago, my sponsor suggested that I swear off masturbation for 90 days. Well, I didn't quite make it to 90 days however I have made several improvements related to masturbation. I no longer watch porn. I am honestly not certain of the last time that I did so but somewhat surprisingly, I do not miss it. Another thing that's changed is the frequency and reason behind the masturbation session. I used to masturbate several times per week in order to cope with life, fantasize about my current qualifier, or to take inappropriate pictures to send to said qualifier. In general, I now masturbate about once per week and I do it strictly for my pleasure. I find it both enjoyable and fulfilling. I am pretty ecstatic that I feel so good about this private time that I have with myself. Orgasms are fun and healthy. I never thought I would get to the point where I would say that I enjoy sex with myself and be satisfied with that but I am at that point now! That's not to say that won't change in the future but I am content with my life as it is, which feels pretty damn good!!! 😊
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