1 year of celibacy

I am continuing the theme from last night's post which is obviously a focus on celibacy. These posts are in honor of the fact that I haven't had sex in 1 year as of today! Honestly, I am blown away by this milestone and so proud of myself. Because of this and other reasons, I am experiencing the most pride I have ever had in myself. While I knew going into this process that I was committed, I didn't know how successful I would truly be given the high number of years that I acted out sexually, constantly searching for that "love" and validation that I never found. For the first time ever, I am giving those things to myself. One year ago, I never could have imagined this process being so successful. I feel grateful and blessed beyond words that I finally escaped the hell and misery of what my life had become. #trustGod #onedayatatime