In my free time, I actually focus on the task at hand rather than spending my time focused on electronics in order to act out with men to find that elusive validation I have always been looking for. And although I still struggle with procrastination, the content that I create once I begin a task is of a much higher quality than it was during my active addiction. For example, there have been several occasions since I started school where I waited until the last minute to start assignments. Before I would have had to juggle my schoolwork with being on my phone at the same time. Now I am free to focus exclusively on my assignments and my current GPA reflects that. I know I have mentioned this before but it bears repeating: my relationship with my son has been strengthened immensely. Moreover, the time we do spend together is much more meaningful because I am actually present in the moment. This time with my son is priceless because he has been the greatest blessing of my life. ❤❤❤
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