Monday, May 21, 2018

Unexpected News

Today I found out that a man I tried to "force" a relationship with last year is now officially in a relationship with someone else. The difference between this guy and all the rest is that he is actually nice, kind, respectful, etc. With that being said, he does have qualities that I am not overly fond of. For example, coddling his daughter, not taking care of his health, and making weird and awkward jokes. I also had sex with this man one time and it was pretty bad.
Even after knowing all of this information, the fact that he is in a relationship bothered me. Partly because I am jealous that I am single and the other part was it gave me comfort knowing that he was there as a "back-up". (That wasn't fair to him nor me.) However, what's meant to be will be and God clearly has other plans for me. I just need to trust Him and His time.
"Thy will, not mine, be done."

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