Here I am on the night before Easter, feeling blessed, proud, and happy. Earlier I wasn't feeling the greatest; I have been experiencing waves of melancholy all week. My Internet wasn't working this morning, I had to call a technician to come and fix it and he showed up late. I was actually working on documentation for my job too. However everything all worked out in the end. My Internet got fixed at no charge to me, I found some things around the house that I have been looking for, I finished ALL of my work so I can spend the next 2 days with my family, and I played Easter bunny for my son, making him the coolest basket that he will love tomorrow. I think part of what helped me was calling into a SLAA meeting where the topic was withdrawal and there was a discussion about meditation. Just hearing the voices on the line and the experience, strength and hope from those who truly understand my addiction means more to me than words could ever express. Yes, I am lonely and struggling at times with my addiction/recovery however right now at this moment, life is good and I am at peace. God has blessed me this day. I pray to Him that I will work through this and truly find peace and serenity one day.
No comments:
Post a Comment