The hope of something real

The more I think about this addiction and my recovery, the more I realize how grateful I am that I found this program. It didn't take me long to realize that I have never had a healthy relationship.
But among many other things, one thing this program has given me is hope. Hope for the future, hope for myself, hope for my recovery, and hope that one day I can have a truly healthy partnership that involves mutual respect, honesty, love, and trust. I have been hoping for that for my entire life but now I am actually taking steps to make that happen. Tonight I feel blessed and thankful.