Tuesday, March 6, 2018

Who the F stole my joy?

Whoever took it, I want it back!!! This is day #2 of my misery and the horrible day at work didn't help at all. While I didn't reach out to my qualifier or compromise my recovery, I did binge eat again. Of course. Sigh. So I guess the good news is that I can maintain my sobriety from my sex and love addiction when I am feeling like this. The bad news is that I turn exclusively to food now instead of both food and men. Good for my recovery from sex and love addiction, bad for my weight. Words cannot express how bad I have felt in the past few days. The pain that I have been experiencing has been independent of my sex and love addiction which scares me. This means that I have even more issues to deal with. I am sick and tired of all of this. Over it. Completely.

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