His Will

For the entire time that I have been in recovery, I have always prayed for God's will for me. I will continue to do that in spite of what happened to me today. My ex-husband sued me for child support and he was awarded a monthly payment of $239 per month. We make the same, he will now make more than me. He doesn't work at all plus he lives with his parents and pays nothing. This is the law so I have no choice but to pay him.
I realize that this is a consequence of my impulsive relationship decisions. Had I gotten to know my ex before I had a child with him, I might have thought about my decision more. Because today I learned what his true character is and he is a vile and ruthless person. The entire thing is extremely pathetic and grossly unfair. However, this is clearly God's will for me. So I will face these consequences with my head held high and a sense of dignity.