Sunday, September 23, 2018

Step 11

Today marks 1 year of singledom for me. I finally made it to such a HUGE milestone and I am never looking back! I am in such a better place than I was 1 year ago and I owe my progress to God, my perseverance, and my Program.
As I have shared lately, I have been struggling with low levels of confidence and feelings of worthlessness, especially in my job. There is not many actions that I can take at work to address this that would also allow me to keep my job. So I plan to focus on the 11th Step from SLAA and make it my mantra:

11. Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with a Power greater than ourselves, praying only for knowledge of God's will for us and the power to carry that out.

Honestly there is nothing I can do about work, men, nor my addiction except to accept my powerlessness and put it all in God's hands. I am surrendering all control completely to Him from this moment forward.

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