Today is day #325 since the last time I communicated with my most recent qualifier and day #328 of celibacy and I thought it might be helpful to type in my blog my journal entry for September 26, 2017 in order to illustrate how far I have come. This makes me feel so happy about my recovery and changes I have made in my life! Here's my journal entry dated for 9/26/17 at 9:57pm, on day 3 after my qualifier dumped me:
Well, today had it's good and bad. I was busy at work and did okay for the most part. This morning was hurtful but I did do yoga. I tried to stay focused on the positive. I went to Subway after work and then came home to get gas and mow. The push mower stopped working when I was very close to being finished. That really frustrated me and I got upset and started screaming at Mom. Then I just deleted all of the pics of me and the Great Pretender. Now I am feeling extremely sad! Thank God I see my therapist tomorrow. This hurts so much, I have no idea how he just threw me away like I was nothing!
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