Great Day!

Today I had a really good and productive day. I got much more accomplished than I ever imagined I would which is a really nice feeling!
I was off work today because I had my intake appointment with my new psychiatrist and it went better than I could have imagined it would! He listened and decided to prescribe Lamictal and in one month's time, try me on Vyvanse. I am so freaking excited, that's what I wanted all along. I am so, so, so lucky!
Also, I wanted to report that today I feel content, happy, peaceful, and FREE! Free of anxiety caused by toxic relationships with people who I couldn't even stand yet I was addicted to waiting for them to "love" me. I have spent much of the past 6 months engaged in self-reflection. Many occurrences in past relationships are coming up and I can scarcely believe I tolerated any of that garbage! One example of this happened during my "relationship" with my latest qualifier. Unlike previous relationships, I never told him I loved him first. I never said it because I didn't want to pressure him or rush things. About 3 months in, he got completely drunk and texted me that " he fucking loved me". Awww, how romantic and sincere, right? At the time, I felt so happy and lucky that he said it first. I never thought to be concerned about the context nor did the situation raise any red flags for me. Never again will I allow myself to be treated so poorly!!!