Sanity

I have been struggling alot this week: I have been under a lot of stress with work and my personal life. And of course on Friday, I am heading to Buffalo for the Nickel City Clogging Festival. I love clogging, I love my dance teacher, I love my hobbies however I hate the fact that the festival is in Buffalo. I hate that my sex and love addiction is going to affect my weekend doing what I love to do. I have been praying and trying to maintain positive thoughts but it's hard. Anyway, the point I wanted to make with this post is that no matter all the discomfort I have been experiencing due to cravings and withdrawal, my life has been restored to sanity. I have been struggling and I am lonely and unsure but at least I am not living in the insanity of my active addiction. One day at a time.