Patience

I wanted to report that I have had one of the best days I have had in a long time! I got some really exciting news, I had a great day at work, I stuck to my exercise and eating plan, I called in and participated in a meeting, and I got my eyebrows waxed at a salon that I absolutely adore. Today is day #156 of NC/sobriety and I truly couldn't be happier or feel more at peace. I was so worried about going to Buffalo next weekend for my clogging convention because that is where my most recent qualifier lives. But I have been praying to God ever since I decided to go that He would give me the strength and peace to do so and my prayers have been answered! It is not like I won't be affected at all by being in that city given the last time I was there, I was with Qualifier. However I know that I will be able to handle it and participate in something that's important to me. Regardless of where the idiot lives who didn't appreciate me for the awesome person I am! Never give up, never lose hope, recovery has been worth all the pain!