Well, today I can say that I am here and that's about it. I am feeling restless and lonely, especially for a physical connection. When I feel like this is when I start to reminisce about how my life was so much "better" when my qualifier was in it. I know that's untrue and pure garbage but our brains have a weird way of trying to trick us back into our addiction. I don't miss him really, he was an awful and horrible person that treated me abysmally. My addiction misses the "high" that I got when I was with him. I am still praying for that intense craving to lessen but tonight it's still pretty strong.
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