Observations

What a great week it has been thus far! I have been feeling positive and hopeful. I have been praying to God for strength and for Him to grant me patience and freedom from the obsessions. Needless to say, it has comforted me a great deal. This is especially true when I am laying in bed at night when it's completely silent. Then I am free to have many serious conversations with God and truly ask for help in healing myself and the lifetime of unhealthy relationship patterns. I have been attending SLAA phone meetings every single night and I am getting much more comfortable with those as well. Very shortly, I will actually start to speak and give out my phone number so that I can get some recovery partners. For the first time in my life, I can honestly say that I look forward to my future with a sense of hope and peace! 😊