30 days!

I have been sober for 30 days! What a fantastic milestone and one that I doubted that I would reach at the beginning of this journey.
I will be honest, I have been feeling like I miss him the past few days but I know that feeling is not based on reality, it's a symptom of this affliction: fantasy thinking and elevating douchebags to a much higher place than they deserve. Also, thinking that I am not strong enough to make it through this or that I won't survive because loneliness and sex deprivation will kill me are 2 more false beliefs! I can do this, I will do this! One day at a time, I will free myself from this miserable prison!!!