Another milestone

This evening marks another milestone: It has been 7 weeks since I last saw "him". I have been struggling a lot with obsessive thoughts the past few days, mainly ones about his physical appearance which I found very appealing. For example, it's winter and he always grows a thick beard in the winter....don't even get me started on his muscles and all that chest hair....*sigh*
The longing and wishing would drive me insane if I let it. Instead I must realize that I have made it to 7 weeks and although I have my low times, it has gotten easier. I can only imagine that it will continue to get easier until one day it will be gone!