Affirmations and finding understanding

Wow. Well, I have so much stuff swirling through my head right now, I barely know where to begin. First off, last night was rough for me, I dreamt of my qualifier (HIM) and woke up this morning craving him more than I have in many weeks. (Lesson to self: Don't drift off to sleep with thoughts of him in your head.)
At some point during the morning, I decided to unblock his number on my phone so that he could see my new profile picture and "realize what he has been missing". Thankfully I kept him unblocked for only an hour before I realized the huge mistake that I made. I blocked him again long before he ever would have noticed.
I spent the majority of the time today focused on my work. When I got home from work, I watched an hour long video about how to write affirmations and then I just spent the past 70 minutes on a SLAA phone meeting. This was my third one in a row and they are so helpful, I really feel as if I truly belong there. Now I am off to write some effective affirmations! 😊