No quick fixes

One thing that I have learned very quickly over the past 32 days is that there is no "quick fix" to feel better when it comes to going through withdrawal. You can't go around feeling the pain, you have to push directly through it. Boy, does it certainly take some serious pushing some days!!
Sometimes, I feel if I could just have one more chat, one more interaction, one more night of sex then maybe all of this pain would go away! But alas, it doesn't really work like that and I know better. Because one more whatever with my ex was never enough for me, I always wanted more and more of him. Much more than he was able or willing to give, that's for sure. He definitely was my kryptonite, that much was certain. And he knew the power he had over me, he used that to his advantage time and time again. I am breaking that power hold one day at a time...