I am not too sure what to write about this evening. I am feeling rather melancholy. I have also been feeling sorry for myself the past few days. I am not fine: I feel empty, lonely, and sad. My initial urge is to go find a man to help me feel better but I know that truly won't help anything. I also know that I don't like feeling this way and I wonder how much longer I will have to wait before I feel better? This isn't about men or relationships; it never really has been. (Although I thought it was for many, many years.) It is about me never being okay with myself!
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