When people say that withdrawal is a bitch, they aren't kidding! My brain has thought up all of these outrageous rationalizations of how I should reach out to him. While I give my brain credit for creativity, I will not be giving in to these urges. First of all, I owe myself much more dignity and respect than that. Also, I am damned sure not going to break NC after 51 days! I have done other difficult things in my life, things that I would have never dreamt that I could do. I will do this too!!!
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